is there a God? I have never been in this place before. I don’t know what to do and I don’t know what is going to happen. My mother was killed last month. There is no manual to deal with things like this. There doesn’t seem to be a manual which says that the sadness that you feel about your mother is going to turn into self loathing and even top out at self hatred. Where does that come from?
I have never been a religious person but I have started to go to church just to talk to someone other than myself. But is there a god at all, can he help me and even if he is somewhere out there does he care, does he have a purpose for all this – he did take my mother from me and does he have a reason for that?
I mean, I know that these are age old questions that need answering but seriously why do we only seem to ask them at these times of desperation? Someone of sound mind needs to ask and answer these questions for good, so we can all just get on with our lives and live knowing rather than this living in trust and faith and hope because it is not a good place to live.